i was married 15 years,,,during the seperation and divorce i started drinking,,smoking weed,smoking ice,and shooting it up,,after i lost everything,,home,wife,(family),car,job,friends,,i mean everything,,GOD was right there to take me back, when i cried out for forgivness,,everything changed,,first,,i had no thought about having an x-wife,in fact it was her and her new husband that got me a motel room for a week,,the second day i was there they got me a job,,,plus i had no more need for drugs or beer,at the end of that week my new boss paid for another week ,for motel, after that he let me stay in a trailer at his shop 4 months later i bought my own trailer,4 months later,,started my own lawn mowing bus. winter came now im asst at mr.jims pizza,,GOD has blessed me so much,,,i guess what im trying to say is ,,,seek first the kingdom of GOD and his righteous and he'll take care of the rest---just worship him |